vampireapologist:

Since I’m almost always in pain it’s so weird when OTC painkillers actually work and I’m having a good day and nothing in my body hurts and it actually almost sort of freaks me out bc the only was I can describe it is “weightlessness.” I didn’t realize pain makes me feel “heavy” until I started having no pain days, and I really feel like I’m floating, even a little light-headed like I could be tipsy. It’s wild. when the pain subsides quickly, I feel almost like I’ll all asleep and I’m like “what’s wrong with me…oh I don’t hurt.” It’s strange!!!

It feelt like what I imagine being high would feel like