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I hate this society that convinced me that I always have to be doing something productive. Even in my “downtime” I’m always trying to figure out what leisurely activity I need to accomplish. What show I need to finish, what YouTube video I need to watch, art I need to work on, my guitar I need to practice. I never do anything to actually relax it’s more like “I’ve been stressed so I need to do this” I don’t know when I’m gonna start doing what I want in the moment again but it’s been so long since I have. There’s just so much I feel like I need to do