crowley charging into a burning building to the lyrics of “you’re my best friend” ( specifically: “i’ll never be lonely! you’re my only one!”) and screaming in agony at losing aziraphale (also saying “i can’t find you! you’ve gone!”) and then emerging from actual flames to the tune of “somebody to love” while taking off the sunglasses he uses to protect his identity and throwing them to the ground….is literally one of THE most powerful moments in cinematic history
Many know that before the fall, Crowley helped create the stars.
He wove purity, heat, and the all the beauty he could muster into each ball, the energy so bright that they shined.
God had been pleased, asked where he came up with such a design. For not even she had envisioned them so breathtaking.
Crowley spoke honestly about an angel he’d seen but never met. Never had the opportunity to, really. One he would like to meet someday. An angel with bright eyes, blonde hair, and warmth he could feel from a distance.
do you ever think about the scene at the air force base when satan is coming and crowley yells out and falls to the ground like he’s in pain and being pulled unwillingly toward hell while everyone else is mildly shaken, like being summoned by his own side is worse than the time he walked (danced awkwardly) through a church in 1941 as his feet were actually burning but you know. aziraphale needed help so that was fine he was fine.
So there are two possibilities with the ‘Crowley and Aziraphale were in love before the fall but A had his memories wiped’
1)They were super duper fucking in love, and shortly after meeting Aziraphale as Crowley, the demon decides that either he get the Angels memories back or accepts he’ll never be with him again, because Aziraphale will never fall in love with him anew, not for a demon.
2)They fall more super duper fucking in love as Angel and Demon than they ever did pre-fall, and Crowley doesn’t want Aziraphale to recover his memories of before, because even with the Angel loving him now, how could he compete in Aziraphale’s affections with the Divine version of himself?
